Zackory Kzeminski

As i sit here watching the fire burn
i recall a time when all was fine
and as i watch that fire grow
i laugh as i come back to reality
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why do i feel the way i do
when it only seems i am nothing to you
you helped me in my darkest times
when my life fell to rhymes
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Standing there in the door way
looking out at the night sky
I wait for the sirens
of the heavily armed police force
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There it was the biggest sign i've ever been granted
the sign that will have forever changed my life
that fateful day that caused me to awaken for the first time
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The biggest murder of all time is the murder of love
thus making love a crime that all people should be charged guilty with
especially after marriage because love is what makes people question their lover's trust and their ability to be faithful
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The way you've made me feel
on that fateful day we met
you've made me weaker
with every sight of you
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1,2, I'me through with you
3,4, I'm on the floor
5,6, there's blood in the mix
7,8, there's death on this date
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It hurts so much
the pain in my wrists
the numbing feeling in my hand
as the blood flows out of my body
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Laying here thinking about the past
as these tears of blood stream down my face
with a hole in my chest
with the pain coursing through my body
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Laying on our backs starring up into the night sky
listening to the calming sounds of nature
our hearts beating in perfect beats like that of a clock ticking away
as we gaze upon the night sky monitoring the movement of the stars
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Standing on the shore-line my feet slip slowly into the cold yet gentle touch
of the oceans essence
just standing there in the early evening's light watching the moon rise
as i slowly slip into an unconscious state of well being
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It's all i ever think about
when i'm lying here thinking
back on my past
as i lay there
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These Moments of insecurity are the ones in
which leave me hating the things that have happened in my life
except for the things that have brought me such great friends
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I'm tired of how easily i find myself distracted with thoughts of you
thoughts of things that will never be
so here i am acting the part that everyone see's me
as best fit in thier own sick little puppet show
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These numbers that remain
ever visual in my mind
after a long night of hell
they remind me to buy the winning scratch off
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Once again i slip out of consciousness into the dream realm
a world in which everything and anything is possible
a place where the ending becomes the unending
and a place where life seems like fantasy and the dream is more like a
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As I sit there in a dumb-found stupor
as I re-read the letter you left in my posession
with a broken heart made from my blackened deadened heart
the words i read still play in my mind
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Tell me how to react
when all you do is blame me
for everything im not
Tell me how to react
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In the dark of day
i stalk my prey
for it is a game
in which i play
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