Vonda Overlie

My body yearns for you, craving your hungry touch.
Igniting a fire within me I never wanted you so much.

My passion continues to bulid, You take me to the very top
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Oh bodacious booty for years I have detsested thee.
The object of ridicule in those puberic years.

I have hidden you and starved you in hope you would disappear.
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The shoemakers daughter has no shoes.
Lost
The breadmakers daughter has no bread.
Lost
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Questions?
I need answers.

Will they ever come?
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The tears flow out of my fingertips... I can finally express.
I needed this so bad.

They have been bottled, waiting for the day to finally be free.
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I pledge allegiance to my abuser, with incredible terror he reigns.
Holding me captive by hearts emotions, not responsible for my pain.

Beat me, cheat me, utterly defeat me, I will worship at your feet.
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Yielding to the ghosts of the past that haunt me,
My mind is filled with schemes,
Words that should have been said.
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My heart prepared me for this day
It somehow knew.
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Clear mind, clear thoughts? How does one lose their mind?

Think on these.. truth, honesty, purity, lovliness, good reports, if there is virute and things deemed worthy of praise... think on these!
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The canvas is bare where colorful paints use to play.

Days of rainbows and laughter and long walks on summer nights.
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Your guilt buttons broken, someone flipped the switch
Was it just you or a tag team?

Broken in my eyes, yet whole in anothers.
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Wild, uninhibited free to be me.
Not wanting to conform to the image of a 'Mom'

I am a woman. Desire burns in me.
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Another day, another time, life seemed so carefree.
The most of my worries were the color of the curtains.
Bright Red I wanted them to be.
Perhaps a warning.
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You wait around every corner, looking for a point to strike.
Hoping I have my guard down and my life is filled with strife.

You never soften your punches, It hurts more and more each blow.At times my heart feels so heavy, and the blood is hard to flow.
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I examine you.. I have captured beautiful pictures of you in my mind's eye
Your broad shoulders draw me down to your lean waist, a man of strength
Your textured, manly arms hold me, I feel safe
I notice yours hands, your fingers, down to the nail beds, even those are memorable
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Hearing your voice today brought me back. Laughing, feeling a connection.
Family.
Hearing your voice made me feel a part, a knowing, I belong to a Family.
We laughed about our past, planned happy thoughts for our future.
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The flattery from a thousand tongues uttering my beauty means nothing...
Then you speak, and simply call me beautiful and I melt into a thousand oceans flowing freely and uninhibited.
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Standing on the brink, both so afraid to move
Who will be vulnerable first?
I stand anchored, showing my strength and determination
Then I look in your eyes and they compel me to trust
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