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Hi my name is victoria, im 19 yrs old. im a freshman in college. I love 2 listen 2 music like 24/7 lol. I like all kinds of music except church music. my favorite singer is akon and avril lavgine. My favorite band is nickleback. I wrote my 1st poem in may 2007. I'm a negative thinking, i have a habit of seeing the glass half empty, lol. My real dad left my mom when she was pregnant with me. He wanted my mom 2 get an abortion cuz he wasnt ready 2 b a father, lol. Anyways my mom didnt cuz if she did i wouldnt b writing this rite now, lol.
I have best friends. My best friend is Sky and kyle. They r always there 4 me when i need them.
Wat kind of movies do i like? I like fiction movies. movies with magic in it, or dragons, or vampires, and ganster movies. My favorite movies r all the Blade movies, Eragon, Buffy the vampire slayer, Angel, Blood in and blood out, Stand and deliver, American me etc.
Anyways if u wan2 know more about me feel free 2 ask. I will answer them as honestly as i can ^_^
Everyday is a struggle
Each day harder then the last
A voice deep down inside taunting me
Telling me to relieve the pain, the stress
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When I was just 18 months old
My real father left me
You stepped up
And raised me as your own child
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Every night, after each day that goes by,
I lie awake in my bed feeling weak;
Emotionally, mentally, physically.
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I cut myself
I want to run away
I want to kill myself
All the devil’s doings
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