The curse of being a poet
To see a beauty and misery
of the World
...
Everything seems so grey and fade,
my thoughs,
grey lambs on the grey sky
...
The wind carried the thistle fluff far away
The wild geese cried: 'Adieu, adieu'
Even the feathers penned their farewells
on thewater surface
...
The heart of a poet
is winged crystal bridge
marked by stomping boots.
The world in rush
...
Me...My love, I am as my country,
formed by the fire
and know the battle-scars
I've tasted kiss of Juda
...
In my soul I belong somewhere...
I don't know where I belong to.
Maybe somewhere to the distand land
...
Cry, if you have to
but then - cry like a child
cries for the warmth
of mother's embrace
...
High above villages
high above fields
high above human effort lies
the ruins of an ancient temple
...
Stand still, pilgrim
With no hesistation
The Sun bows its head
to greet the desert sand
...
The Nightingale
sang softly to a Rose
of the place
where the day goes
...
Placidly roams- takes what comes
bare are the bones
nothing remains hidden
...
The aroma of chamomile tea
reminds me of my mothers hands
The touch that heal the cough of cold
and the heartaches of human existence
...
The stars became shy
The echoes of dreams
and happy memories
clinging on a rusty nail
...
It's the vast darkness that lies ahead
and scorched - earth
The breath of dead behind the winds
...
Without formal education, self-taught everything 1998 diagnosed with hearing loss 2016 diagnosed with aspergers I see the world differently and because I am almost deaf, writing/reading became my only form of communication and bridge between the worlds.)
The Curse Of Being A Poet
The curse of being a poet
To see a beauty and misery
of the World
The conflict, the fall
and rising of a Man.
To Feel the urge
set Yourself on the fire
and put the whole struggle
into rhymes.
The joy of life
and sometimes senseless effort
when - the more You try
the less You can gain
the tenderness of love
the biterness of hate
the cry of tormented soul
and its pain.
To be wide awake
while You keep the power
and the fragile beauty
of your dreams.
When
To dream means
staying alive.