My name is Tyler McCracken. I have been writing poems for awhile and most of them i will not post unless requested. My poems aren’t just something I make up. They explain how I feel. I have a dark past to where I've been heartbroken, depressed and rejected. The majority of my poems are sad and depressing. Some of them are about my Ex-girlfriend Rachael... The time that I had lost her was one of, if not 'the' most difficult time of my life. I'm fighting a battle of depression that some are un-aware of and even more do not understand. Many close friends I have lost over time. Such events have left me scarred and hurt. Honestly, I am more emotional than other guys, and no I am not gay. I am not suicidal...anymore. Many attempts gone unsuccessful after the loss of my Ex-girlfriend. Overdoses, cutting (no one knows about.) ...all I thought were remedies to my pain. Over time I have learned, suicide is NOT the answer. I vent my emotions through creating music and writing poetry. Many a thanks to my friends...NOT my family. Sadly I hate my parents with a passion for reasons I will not explain. I love meeting new people so feel free to leave me comments or txt me (405-822-0534) . DONT SPAM ME! ! ! I will have you blocked and btw.. Prank calls don’t work so don’t try it. And please don’t judge me... thanks everyone! (new poem soon: to whom it may concern) ... *5/12/09*
Sincerely,
Tyler McCracken
I’m done with cutting
I’m done with pain
I’m done with life, it’s all in vain.
I’m done with all you’ve put me through,
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you dont reall know my pain, , ,
the world seen through my eyes.....
is so much diffrent than you could imagine.......
im so trusting......
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See the beast in the forest of interchanging mirrors
Feel the stinging breath of the hounds upon your neck
Pouring ravenous from sky-cathedrals riddled with chthonic pulse
Beyond the breaking point of human conceptions
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I, wide asleep at 00: 13 or so it seems
As my eyes roll back to inspect the optic nerves
The walls breathe with my exhalation
Disgorging our insects to unravel your world
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