There were two special people in my life who I loved more than all. And those two were named/ called Grandma and Grandpa, they were so kind and gentle, loving and so sweet! They were kind to everyone from family, to anyone who's in the street! They taught me what it means to have unconditional love and are now truly Angels watching me from up above. It's hard cause after my injury they were the ones who would lend an ear it's showing how much they love me they were always there. But it's so hard to accept that they're both gone. everything now seems to be wrong there's a hole in my heart that I can't seem to heal don't know if it can or if it ever will! I've lost some love that I can't seem to replace. Because it's hard to imagine that someone could ever amount to the grace.
For the two of them were like no other you'd ever meet. If you saw them you couldn't help but wave and hope to get to talk with them. For just a short while to take the load off your feet!
After having an interaction with them as you walked away you couldn't help but notice your smile.
And the joy in which you now had in your heart! Which would last for quite awhile!
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I was running through life without a care, and then I flew through the air, I landed on my head, and the doctors had said that I should be dead, but then a miracle came despite a stroke and injury to my brain, I still have my life, even though the doctor had a knife that he had taken to my brain which Caused me less strain, but hey I'm still here just trying to steer clear, of any more problems in front of me, my future is hazy, I started back to school, nope I can't be a fool, I must graduate or else I will hate what I became that night while Acting so dumb. Now I must pass this goal, To make my life whole and begin again, with a smile on my chin. I thank my family for; sticking by me until the very end. So now I send all of my love to everyone above who has show me so much love, to help me back up on my feet so I can walk down the street and apologize to all of the lives, I have bothered along the way so I can once more and again say hey watch one day you wait and see I'll pay all of you back when there's something you lack I'll bring it to you with a smile, I just hope for you that's not for a while I'll take care of you until your wonderful again 'thank you my friend'!
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Why is life unfair, I can't get a chance
People hear about my injury, and won't take a second glance.
They won't hear me out and listen to what I have to say,
They don't want to hear about what it is I've gone through everyday.
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people don't understand. I can't help it but sometimes need a helping hand. I don't want to and don't like to have to ask. But at times if I don't. I can't complete a task. Some people are willing to help but some get upset. I have been taught how to do these things myself but can't help that I forget! When I only get to try every once in a while the memory won't stay with me it just gets thrown in a pile that will come to me again. Once I am shown. But if not made into a daily habit. That task just can't be grown.
I'm rehabilitating myself which means learning again. Because of the dreadful time when. My life came to a crossroad and I had went, and gotten myself into a horrible accident. All the doctors said that I was dead. But the lord had a different plan so instead! So I'm still here alive fighting everyday, To survive; I've come such a long way. But still trying to figure things out. Which way should I go. I have so much doubt. I just don't know.everything I look into most things can't be done because of physical abilities? yes those are a main one, reasons I'd struggle and can't complete the job.
But in all honesty it's people who it is that rob. Me of the chance to have a job. Because they let their stereotypical judgement; is what I find That overlooks potential because of the picture that's in their mind. most people hear the words (injury) and (brain) .put together. And that makes them think of something wrong or must be bad. But if you'd take the time to listen honestly you'd hear what it is they've overcome the struggles, challenges, and tasks they've gone through that are tougher than many people ever knew. Was something someone could have to face. But it's true, yes it's real. These people shouldn't feel any disgrace. They've fought with all their energy, heart, and soul. To begin again and make their life whole. They've accomplished a great task. And have probably done it wearing a mask. A mask to hide the pain and tears. Of struggling for years. Yes I said years/ that is right. Because this task isn't done easily over night. It takes a long long time. And there are things that they will never get back. Yes that's really hard knowing no matter how hard you try. You will always lack. The complete ability to do it yourself. And will have to rely on someone else. At least for me that's the way that I feel, and if you're wondering, yes every word of this poem is real! So if you want to label me; for something I can't be. Go ahead that's fine. You're not going to make me whine.
For I have finally begun to see the truth. That although I've lost everything from my youth. I've had to rebuild my life and although I may not have a wife, or kids as some seem to think since they do they're better than me. But they aren't able to see that what I've gone through I've made it successfully and it's only because of the grace of one who; decides when I'm done. And so far he's let me continue to progress. And clean up this mess! To start over again; so I pray, that is when I thank him for all his love! Yes he's the father above. Who we know is our lord, yes he's the one who from all my happiness has been poured!
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You left us many years ago, it's still hard to think it's so. Each day I still shed tears but nobody seems to know,
They get upset with me. And say it's time to move on,
They just don't understand,
Due to the way that my life's gone,
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People in our lives they come and they go.
And what the purpose is we'll never know,
But you can be sure each one serves a purpose oh yes,
And for the reason they are the best!
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Grandma Today is your birthday but you're not here to celebrate! You left us many years ago and constant tears it does create! I still find it so hard to accept that both you and grandpa are gone, But in my heart I'll always keep you my entire life long! The two of you had such an influence in my life. without you. I wouldn't be who I am, I'd be an entirely different man! The love you had given me let me grow up with such a smile! And I hope you're looking down on me and see that I carry you in memory along every mile! As I travel through this life I'll always remember you. As I try my best to as well be like you in every thing that I do! You were such great people and loved by all! I'd do anything to be able to make just one more call. But now I can talk to you only in my prayer. And I know you always hear me and you still care. For I have the two greatest angels watching over me. And so I pray to you to say that I still and always will carry you in my heart, and forever you'll consume and be the greatest part! !
I love the two of you more than I could ever explain! Even though that love caused tears to rain! Enough I could fill the whole room, but because of who you were I'll never feel gloom!
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They've been with me since I was young and a loving song we've always sung. We've grown and shown one another that we care
And through hard times they've always been their,
But now the road is getting rough,
And you're trying to hang on but it's getting tough, I pray and pray everyday
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When I got in my accident,
I got left behind,
All my friends moved on with life,
And didn't keep me in mind
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I hear that you are leaving, but that can't be so. You've told me I was stuck with you forever and I'd never see you go! 😊
I'm not sure if you where joking, or if you meant it as a threat? But either way you made me laugh and smile, so for that I never will forget. We've had many laughs together because you're just like me. There where time you'd leave me speechless. Yes you know how to be Ornery! 👻 But because you are leaving, yes it does make me sad. Because on this dark, depressing road I've travelled. You are one who's helped me to be glad.
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