I've experienced tragedy that many have never heard of! I was in an accident on an Atv. when I was 16 where I had jumped over a rock hill going up about 50ft. in the air and falling off the back landing on the right side of my head and crushing my skull having some pieces imprinted into my brain. Causing me a TBI. Putting me in a coma for 36 days. And I had a stroke paralyzing the left side of my body. I had no chance of surviving then after I did I had no chance of recovery. But after over 16 years of intensive rehabilitation every day I've recovered and amazingly come back I'm up walking I have to use a cane but hey I'm on my feet; I'm back to living in my own apartment and I'm working. I've proved many doctors and therapists wrong who said I never could or would.but I've proven that with hard work and faith in God, it can be done. I'm someone who can say positively. Never give up. Because although the doctors and professionals, may know the chances and ability's. They don't know the effort you're willing to put forth or the will of God for your life. So with that never ever give up!
As long as you don't and work your hardest. You can surprise yourself with what you can achieve!
There were two special people in my life who I loved more than all. And those two were named/ called Grandma and Grandpa, they were so kind and gentle, loving and so sweet! They were kind to everyone from family, to anyone who's in the street! They taught me what it means to have unconditional love and are now truly Angels watching me from up above. It's hard cause after my injury they were the ones who would lend an ear it's showing how much they love me they were always there. But it's so hard to accept that they're both gone. everything now seems to be wrong there's a hole in my heart that I can't seem to heal don't know if it can or if it ever will! I've lost some love that I can't seem to replace. Because it's hard to imagine that someone could ever amount to the grace.
For the two of them were like no other you'd ever meet. If you saw them you couldn't help but wave and hope to get to talk with them. For just a short while to take the load off your feet!
After having an interaction with them as you walked away you couldn't help but notice your smile.
And the joy in which you now had in your heart! Which would last for quite awhile!
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I was running through life without a care, and then I flew through the air, I landed on my head, and the doctors had said that I should be dead, but then a miracle came despite a stroke and injury to my brain, I still have my life, even though the doctor had a knife that he had taken to my brain which Caused me less strain, but hey I'm still here just trying to steer clear, of any more problems in front of me, my future is hazy, I started back to school, nope I can't be a fool, I must graduate or else I will hate what I became that night while Acting so dumb. Now I must pass this goal, To make my life whole and begin again, with a smile on my chin. I thank my family for; sticking by me until the very end. So now I send all of my love to everyone above who has show me so much love, to help me back up on my feet so I can walk down the street and apologize to all of the lives, I have bothered along the way so I can once more and again say hey watch one day you wait and see I'll pay all of you back when there's something you lack I'll bring it to you with a smile, I just hope for you that's not for a while I'll take care of you until your wonderful again 'thank you my friend'!
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Why is life unfair, I can't get a chance
People hear about my injury, and won't take a second glance.
They won't hear me out and listen to what I have to say,
They don't want to hear about what it is I've gone through everyday.
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People in our lives they come and they go.
And what the purpose is we'll never know,
But you can be sure each one serves a purpose oh yes,
And for the reason they are the best!
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Grandma Today is your birthday but you're not here to celebrate! You left us many years ago and constant tears it does create! I still find it so hard to accept that both you and grandpa are gone, But in my heart I'll always keep you my entire life long! The two of you had such an influence in my life. without you. I wouldn't be who I am, I'd be an entirely different man! The love you had given me let me grow up with such a smile! And I hope you're looking down on me and see that I carry you in memory along every mile! As I travel through this life I'll always remember you. As I try my best to as well be like you in every thing that I do! You were such great people and loved by all! I'd do anything to be able to make just one more call. But now I can talk to you only in my prayer. And I know you always hear me and you still care. For I have the two greatest angels watching over me. And so I pray to you to say that I still and always will carry you in my heart, and forever you'll consume and be the greatest part! !
I love the two of you more than I could ever explain! Even though that love caused tears to rain! Enough I could fill the whole room, but because of who you were I'll never feel gloom!
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