I'm a 12 year old girl who doesn't really enjoy life. I have wanted to die ever since 5th grade. People just don't understand what it's like to be me...
You make me laugh when I want to cry,
Make me live when I want to die,
Make me smile when I want to frown,
You turned my whole life upside down.
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Time and time again I am starting to wonder,
What even is life?
Is it worth living?
Is it worth trying?
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The girl with black hair,
My number one crush.
Whenever I'm around her,
I always tend to blush.
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Her eyes are like stars in the sky,
Her sweetest smile is what makes me high.
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