Well, my name is Tiara and I'm 16.
I use to alwyas think of bad before good but now thats sorta chaniging
I grew up with my mother doing drugs.
It didn't really bother me until I got older.
The result..cutting.
Me and my older brother David would always leave to go to his friends house because he didn't want me around her while she did it.
I love him to death.. but he use to molest me..
We did everything together.. i guess then it didnt fase me that what he was doin was wrong.
We would always have fun..
He cared for me so much.
But now he lives in Mass. with his girlfriend and they have a baby so I can't take him from that.
So now I live with my aunt because I can't take living with someone I know does drugs.
I visit my younger brother and my three sisters on the weekends but that doesn't stop my mother from getting what she wants.
I don't think that she likes me very much, but not living with my family sort of hurts.
So I am glad I get to see them on the weekends.
I found a beautiful guy. who i love.. so much.. he maeks me happy everyday.. im so glad i found him.
wel thats me
Yesterday I tried to commit suicide..
The good news is..I didnt succeed..
You dont know how much I tried..
And cut just to watch my arm bleed..
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Heartbreak.
Something I know to much about.
Thinking you would never break my heart.
But sure enough you did with out a doubt.
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Shes starring at the ceiling.
With her hand to her face.
Wondering what put her in this god for saking place.
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