The one formerly kown as great Biography

I laugh when I'm meant to cry,
I smile,
Yet i don't know why.
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Today I'll be happy,
And cry deep inside.
Or maybe I could yell,
Scream alibi.
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Why. Why do I have courage,
For everyone but him?
Why am i still falling,
For a future that seems dim?
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What goes around,
Comes around.
I hate your acting tough.
You can run to the end of the earth,
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Please,
Save me from myself.
Im everybody's help.
Yet,
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