Tebogo Teddy Poems

The strongest I've ever been.
So solid I won't crack ,
At least not in public.
Even in my sobriety I still stand out.
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The days of fantasy,
Comes with the nights of reality.
When days bleeds with caution.
The nights pour all its weight on me.
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stuck or trapped by non human emotions of love.
The beauty fades in the eyes of your capture.
Manipulated by reasons not the heart.
You become more delicate to add into their dominance.
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Surgical blade, thirsty for my blood.
My undecided mind shaking my hand off
My wrist ready to bleed,
But my heart is yearning for another chance.
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As we both hiding from the truth because we believe it's gonn hurt even more.
The spark dimmed and we ignored.
We believe it's for the best to be consumed by fantasy.
The thought of reality comes with regrets and we both can't afford.
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She tried to be the seed you planted
But you forgot the seed will eventually water itself.
You keep on drowning the seed, making it grow with anger and rebellion.
You thought planting a seed means having full control,
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Wanna tell a piece of my story but I won't let me weaken to that point.
I keep everything all in, Reason I'm just a sad soul.
A facade I put on in public is so believable.
They tempt me by sharing their problems,
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HARD TO TELL WHO'S SICK OF WHOM?
IS IT LIFE OR IS IT ME?
I'M BOTHERED BY SOMETHING, CAN'T TELL WHAT.
IS LIFE HARD FOR ME TO QUIT?
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FEAR IS LOVE

IS THE VARUNABILITY THAT COMES WITH LOVE.
HE BE THE FANTASY YOU ALWAYS WANTED BUT NEVER THOUGHT YOUD'D HAVE.
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wake me up honey
My thoughts turned into Ecstasy
I've never been this high.
Losing touch with reality
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