im a different kind of teenager; i like to just have fun and to stand out and to be recognized as a individual never as in 'the crowd'. i am really goofy and loveable.Life for me hasnt been easy..its been kind of on the difficult side i've been lied to, broken numerous times, and most of all USED; the pain i have endured has been caused by the ones i trusted and loved the most. i need love and i find it well search for it through my poems. My poems get me away into another world a better place. the things in my poems are what i have been through and what i actually am still going through.
i never have hurt so bad
i mean its killing me not to be able
to scream/act out the way im feeling
i already do not feel whole
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Im foolish because i let you use me and never-the-less hurt me
and i really do not know how to express how i feel
i mean how would you feel; if you lended someone your heart
and they threw it away
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I let go of you for once and for all
Because when i needed to be up with you
you let me fall without you.
I let go of you now and im happy and proud becuse now that the burden of you on my heart is now gone.
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