After a very difficult time I began to realize that there is no other way to discribe my feelings. I had to write them down in poems. Now I'm much better and I feel great. But whenever I feel bad or missarable again I write it down and make sure that everyone can understand the feelings written down in the poems.
Enjoy my poems but don't take them to seriously after all they are only poems, only reflections of my thoughts mixed with my imagination.
I'm sensitive when I write rhymes,
And with my head in the clouds.
It happens sometimes.
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Deep down inside,
I feel evil in me.
It's so hard to deal with,
I only want to be free.
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Taking my body was the first mistake,
Tearing It apart was the second.
Oh please depression go away,
So I can be free one day.
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Have you ever been lost,
Totally cut off from reality
Have you ever sensed a deep dark void.
Because that’s my specialty.
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Every time I look at her,
Even if it's only a picture.
My breath stops and my heart pounds.
I being wrecked by those horrible sounds.
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