Standing in the Silence of Your Pain Biography

I call her.
I need help.
She leaves me.
Im in the cold.
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Goodbye to you,
Never again can i claim you as 'friend'
Goodbye to you,
I didnt want this to be the way we'd end.
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I hold the bottle in my hand;
Thinking of him, his silence, his unspoken words.
The words now tearing me apart.
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Some days I'm on top of the world.
I'm a vibrant yellow,
Soaking up the smiles,
From every direction around me.
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I am a

Jesus Freak
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