shelby alwaysconfused Biography

sitting next to you,
your driving me home.

you were my first love,
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sitting here alone,
my arms throb..
stinging up through my shoulder...
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you are making me cry, and given me a hard time to write anything down.
i shut my eyes and take a deep breathe, hopeing it will make the nausea go away.
damnit! i cant even think straight! ! !
my eyes are all red, for the same reason that i have tears running down my cheeks and neck.
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Wake up to this bright shiny day. how can you let it go to waste?
how can u just sit there and not even stare? come see the blue ocean and skies. smile for your alive and breathing one more time.
wake up to the light from the sun above.
how can you stay there and not say a word?
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Dont give up im going to find you. ive been trying all this time, but what have you been waiting for?
you havent even moved!
you havent tried to look, if you had, you would have found me by now.
im not that hard to miss or misplace.
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