I'm 17 and completely lost. music is usually how i express my feelings. but when i found that i had a little talent for writing, i began using that as a release too. i started cutting when i was 13. i had been gang raped (read Unbarable Love) and i found that it was a greater addiction than any drug id tried. it became a fight against myself to not cut too deep. so i started writing. its helped me so much, n i have stopped cutting, but as you read my poems u will c they r depressing and very very....blunt. hope u like them!
Innocence is something amazing,
Innocence is life changing.
Innocence is heart wrenching,
Innocence is surprising.
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All i see is darkness,
Everytime i look in the mirror.
Everyday i wish i could cover,
My many scars and flaws.
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i hate her eyes,
and especially her smile.
i hate how she never seems to cry,
and her scars from the past.
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I went to bed crying,
I woke up hoping.
The day i told him good-bye,
Was the day i wanted to die.
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Yes i do wear a lot of black,
Along with thick eyeliner.
I'm not afraid to admit,
That i have scars on my arms.
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