Innocence is something amazing,
Innocence is life changing.
Innocence is heart wrenching,
Innocence is surprising.
...
All i see is darkness,
Everytime i look in the mirror.
Everyday i wish i could cover,
My many scars and flaws.
...
i hate her eyes,
and especially her smile.
i hate how she never seems to cry,
and her scars from the past.
...
I went to bed crying,
I woke up hoping.
The day i told him good-bye,
Was the day i wanted to die.
...
Yes i do wear a lot of black,
Along with thick eyeliner.
I'm not afraid to admit,
That i have scars on my arms.
...
A feeling of knives tearing through my heart,
And constant terrorizing thoughts.
Countless times of unbelievable pain,
Which seems to never fade away.
...
Hearing their voice
and knowing it'll be the last time you do.
saying you love them,
and meaning it with your whole heart.
...
The feeling you get when you have too much to drink,
Or when you sit on your leg too long.
That undeniable numbness,
That pain hiding away.
...
Somedays i just wish i could fly,
And leave my past behind me.
Somedays i wish i could just lock myself,
In my room and never come out.
...
i sit in darkness,
and close my eyes.
trying to visualize my angel,
...
I fear so many things,
Even though I should fear only fear itself.
I fear the stab of betrayal,
Lost in the fear of loving again.
...
the only thought that comes to mind
is the desire to see blind.
everything i see
shall always be with me.
...
it's the love she needs,
the love she relys on.
her life is brigher,
with the light it shines.
...
Scars are a curse, that most wish didn't tell a story,
Every scar on someones body tells about pain.
Whether you, fell, got bit by a dog, got in a fight,
Or grabbed a blade and put them there yourselves.
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The shoulder you cry on,
The ear you whisper secrets to.
The person that allows you to be yourself,
And loves you for the dork you are,
...
life draws a craazy outline,
lost beneath countless pen-marks.
ink stains the maps,
hiding useful detours.
...
her light was sharp,
her sin real deep.
the river was cold,
the love became pain.
...
they have finally seen,
the me that no one sees.
everyone whispers,
they stare,
...
i sit in silence,
and dream of my solace.
i look around me,
but don't really see.
...
I'm 17 and completely lost. music is usually how i express my feelings. but when i found that i had a little talent for writing, i began using that as a release too. i started cutting when i was 13. i had been gang raped (read Unbarable Love) and i found that it was a greater addiction than any drug id tried. it became a fight against myself to not cut too deep. so i started writing. its helped me so much, n i have stopped cutting, but as you read my poems u will c they r depressing and very very....blunt. hope u like them!)
Innocence
Innocence is something amazing,
Innocence is life changing.
Innocence is heart wrenching,
Innocence is surprising.
Why can't i have something so breath-taking?
Because my innocence is non-existing.