Shantel Novley Biography

Your hurt to a great depth.
You have suffered more than enough.
Ur a child with so many choices
Ur loved by many, and yet u choose to hurt more.
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Wrists hurting, Eyes bulging, Feelings unwanted!
My heart hurts from ur words piercing pain through my veins.
I scream for help but on one is there.
I need a hand to help me live, to pull me up sky high.
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You keep away, pushed away everything that's dear, and you cant see I'm still here after everything I had feared. U make me angry, u make me confused, u make me die inside and after all of that I still care for you. People have made me fear this day was near, that I would be here with nothing but tears and fake smile and no cheer.

U gave up on a love so deep that could've been amazing, you dropped out at the start to lead me on a desperate path, not knowing which way to turn, to follow my heart or to fall apart. U got my heart and ripped it apart till there was nothing near. U left me in a darkened room and gave me everything to fear.
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You gave me life, you gave me love and everything I am. But you lost track and fell apart and I lost who I am. You gave gave up on people and life itself, all I can do is ask why? . You have no time limit and no time to waist, but you don't fight for anything any more. If you leave I will die inside and have no path to follow.

You dont have faith in anything to be more than it is, worse than that u have no faith in your inner self, to fight the battle you have been faced, you need this faith and all the love with in it. You need to break away from your feelings of escape.
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I lay here in fear, in fear of another day, another day without ur cheer.
I feel alone with no one to hold, your now a vision of the distant past.
I wish I could go back, go back to that day when everything was clear. U were my love and my warming embrace that has now disappeared.
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