Hello,
I was born in Rotterdam.
At first I lived in the suburbs for 16 years,
I moved out on my 16th because the situation at home wasnt that great.
I lived with my former girlfriend for allmost two years untill she broke up with me for some unexplainable reason.
While I lived there I took care of her and her little brother.
I went to school 5 days a week and went to work in the weekend to affort a bit of a living.
When she broke up I moved out and rented a small appartment, I basicly had one room a shwoer and a toilet.
I lved there for 6 months (could be longer)
I wasnt allowed to smoke or drink inside.
When I didnt want to pay 30% more rent I got kicked out of my house.
Which was sending me back home....
Within two months I got into a fight with my stephdad which send me to the hospital for the rest of that night.
they stitched my lips fix my broken tooth and I was sedated for a day.
I still wear the braces for my tooth, and that really sucks (so to say)
Now I live in some shabby neighbourhood, the roof is leaking like a madman.
Well at least I can afford a bit of food.
Last December (30th) a close friend died which really broke my heart.
SHe was only 17 and she has been fighting for all her life to keep breathing.
She lost the fight and got into a coma.
One of the poems called Kim or Kim2 went into the coffin with her which I really appreciate.
WEll anyway if you have questions you can email me!
cheers Scentless Apprentice
mail: Ravenrogue@Live.nl
City of Idiots,
mindless self, repeat the rush
city of Idiots,
I try to forget,
...
the poems I wrote for you,
the songs I made,
thinking and even praying was all I could do.
Hoping to see your face.
...
oh my love so sweet and pure,
you think I am the antidote,
But I am merely a drug to put a smile on your face,
oh merely the drug to keep up the pace.
...
Dont you care what they say?
Dont care what they say!
Call me and they'll be another prey,
...
I tell her that I'll miss her so,
then I look into her eyes,
they beg me please don't go.
...