Sarah matthews

Suicide isn't fun,
so don't try it.

Suicide isn't quick,
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Suicide is deadly,
so don't flirt with it

Suicide is sneaky,
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Why is everything so confusing? Can I be out of my mind?
It's a cold night, I'm sitting here on the porch, alone
in the dark. Thinking, thinking about what we could
have been and what I should've done to keep you.
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It wasn't supposed to hurt
it wasn't supposed to end
It wasn't your fault
I take all the blame
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The pain you caused me hurt worse then when Athena starts a war..
The things you and me had together were better then anything Aphrodite could give...
Not even Apollo could heal these wounds...
Some were to belive that Ares would be the one who started this war,
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Loyalty is when he betrays you many times, but you stay with him.
Its when you would bleed for him just to show him your worthy of his trust
It's when thigns are all wrong for him but you stay and show him it'll be ok.
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Never again will I doubt anything,
because now knowing that once they're gone,
they're not coming back.
As my family falls apart one by one,
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Things dont ever last like there supposed to
Maybe we live in a backwards world
Where things go the opposite way you want them to.
Maybe things were not supposed to work out between us.
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She's amazing
She knows what to say and do,
If your in pain she knew how to take it away
The words she said made everything ok
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Teenage years are full of those stupid little tears. Those stupid little tears that someday you will look back upon them and laugh............
But isn't it true that when you look upon the good times you will cry?
What could you have done? What should you have done? Those questions ringing in your ear. What can I do better but better yet think of this question......... What would you do if you knew you could never fail?
Things in this world are full of those stupid little tears but in the end you realize those tears will get you no where but right where you where before you were crying. Seal your eyes shut, let no more tears come, but then again open your eyes and then tears pour out and then you go back to where you were before. If your eyes are open you know whats coming and you can try and prevent it or you can embrace it. You know theres no way in stopping it. After you cry you can move on and cope with it. If your eyes are shut then you have no way of knowing what's coming. No way of finding a way to deal with it.
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Sitting there by the phone, wondering
when he will call. Will it be today? Will
it be tomarrow? Never knowing how
badly she needs you, not being able to see
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The late nights we spent together, forever forgotten.

The things and secrets we shared disinigrate.
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Everyday I sit here and wonder..........' What if he was mine? '
But then again hes probably thinking..........' What does she want? ! ? ! '
So I'll just sit in my room and wonder where the lyrics fit in my life now...... wondering how these things can be better.
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I'm begging,
Im begging, for this thing.
this thing called love?
does it truly exsist?
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You know you have a perfect boyfriend when he tilts your chin up and kisses you. Even when you guys fight and you look into each others eyes and fall back in love. Or when your sittingin the car on your way home, and your fav. song comes on and he sings it to you. When he kisses you slowly and passiontely witout the intention of ever stopping.

Or even when he holds your hand and kisses your fingers, like when he gently bites your hand and then kisses it to make it feel better. so shove me up against the car and kiss me slowly and passiontely with out the intention of ever stopping. pick stupid fights with me so u can tilt my chin up, look into my eyes and kiss me.
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Love songs play
Silly hearts are drawn
Hearts are broke and tears fall
He turned this little girl who couldn't stand the sight of a boy
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These days we live through
the things we do to others
never amount to anything but hate
yours eyes were the thing that got me through it all
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Things are always there
People will never change unless they want to.
Things dont change unless you make it happen.
Get out, be yourself and push, push your way through the world.
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Just because when she doesnt speak it doesnt always mean somethings wrong.
It means shes taking in the moment, the moment that for once she can be care free.
She refers to herself in 3rd person not only trying to forget that its her,
but for you not to notice that gurl is her and she is me.
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Things wont be the same
playing that one game
one day together
one apart
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