Hey, my names Samarah Jennyne Essler I'm 19 years old now, started posting my poems on here when i was about 13,14, . I was born in Calgary AB, but then moved to BC, and back and forth from AB to BC, I've moved about 15 times now. I love my poetry, it takes me places, it makes me feel better when i write my feelings out, also cause of the life I've had, and i get my poetry from my mom. My mom had passed away in 2007, sad story their, but I've been dealing with it alright, was hard, but time heals everything right? (sometimes, it depends) , i've had my hard times, but always come out stronger, made me stronger in many ways, and a better person today. I lived with my boyfriend for a while out in BC, but now we've came to Calgary to get somewhere in life, (not enough work in BC) But things have been a little rough a bit lately still, (thats just life for you) Me and my bf that i was with are not together anymore (close to two years going on it was together) and my dad is getting older has gotten laid off of work, and is now depressed. Times sure gets tough! But i know i still have it easier then most people out their, I will be starting college soon, within ten days, and i am so happy about that, (couldn't be happier!) So thats where my life really starts..... Even though i've had many of tough times in my life, i always come out, and i always know i come out stronger then what i am!
Sometimes she wants nothing but to hide,
and sometimes she holds everything inside,
sometimes she wants to runaway,
and sometimes she thinks things will be ok,
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I just want to be held,
my heart has swelled,
i just want to feel safe and protected,
i dont want to be rejected or neglected,
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Everytime I lay in bed,
I always think what I've said,
then I think this is all real instead,
sometimes it feels like my heart stops,
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He touches me so soft and sweet,
he's the one I'm going to keep,
he kisses my lips so sweet and nice,
he always gives me good advice,
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I start to get a funny feeling,
its like I'm always stealing,
when I'm around you my vision gets hazy,
but when I'm not around you,
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