Samarah Essler

Sometimes she wants nothing but to hide,
and sometimes she holds everything inside,
sometimes she wants to runaway,
and sometimes she thinks things will be ok,
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I just want to be held,
my heart has swelled,
i just want to feel safe and protected,
i dont want to be rejected or neglected,
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Everytime I lay in bed,
I always think what I've said,
then I think this is all real instead,
sometimes it feels like my heart stops,
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He touches me so soft and sweet,
he's the one I'm going to keep,
he kisses my lips so sweet and nice,
he always gives me good advice,
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I start to get a funny feeling,
its like I'm always stealing,
when I'm around you my vision gets hazy,
but when I'm not around you,
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My mom,
but not only my mom,
also my bestfriend,
I was their for her till the end
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To be so very blessed, to have a friend like you,
I couldn't ask for more,
you always help me through,
your by my side,
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If you left me,
I would drowned in a sea,
I would run away,
until those words you would say,
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Living this life without a care,
isn't this life so unfair,
from being good to being bad,
putting behide what all I had,
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I do everything the same way,
each and every single day,
I sit around,
always feeling down,
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I look up into the sky,
which I wish was not so high,
cause I want to reach out,
but I can't seem to,
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Those three words that you say,
I know you them cause you want to stay,
I also know its true,
when you say I love you,
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Wishing I had a gun,
hoping that your the one,
feeling like everythigns wrong,
I just want to be gone,
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In the dark empty night,
sits a lonely girl with fright,
she feels as if a hundred knives has stabbed her in the heart,
shes wondering when the time will come, for when she will fall apart,
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As I sit here on my bed,
I have been thinking about what I said,
about that I wanted to be dead,
but now things changed,
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I am so confused,
when you read this you will be amused,
I don't know what I'm doing,
all I keep hearing is people booing,
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Shes close to drowning in her tears,
shes sick of waiting after all these years,
shes trying to think of something to do,
she can't help thinking she won't make it through,
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Sometimes i've got style,
but still i wont smile,
i just want to soar
outside where the rain is going to pour,
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All I ever write is how I feel,
and all the stuff I write is real,
but don't worrie its not that big of a deal,
I'm fine,
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What would happen if everyone went to war?
Lots of people would die and wish they never went,
I cry when I think of how they died,
just imagine if I saw it all,
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