I have done somethings in life. I will not say I've done it all. I obviously have not but I have lived more than some. I have moved a lot and have been to a lot of different schools. Been kicked out and taken back. Been to hospitals but not for physical purposes. I am normal now but I still love to write. Sometimes about things that have happened sometimes about things I think about and have never happened. Also about my friends experiences as if they were mine.
You never loved me and I knew this was true yet I stayed letting you control me. Letting you be my reason my excuse my everything.
Doing what you wanted.
Loving when you wanted.
Lying when you wanted.
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I only want to be with you
Only to be loved by you
It used to be all I needed was me
But since you've come around
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