Anxiety, Anxiety-
you creep, you lurk, you worry me
Mangy monster under my bed
on all my fears you must be fed
...
Life can seem beautiful
blushing with color
pure, unblemished and
full of youthful innocence
...
It wasn't me
it really wasn't
not like me at all
and come to think of it
...
This act of growing
of being alive
a continual process
internal and external
...
The older I get
the more I feel it
the slow and
constant fading
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Life was not at all "nice" to them
it did not treat them fairly
and if you asked how they survived
they'd answer you with "barely"
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There was a garden gnome named Griselda
who lived by my back garden gate
she was nasty and mean, at times quite obscene
to Gregor, her poor garden mate.
...
One day I delivered a poem
one that seemed to be premature
so I swaddled her up
and set her aside
...
"Pshaw! " My grandmother said
as she thumped and bumped about
her crowded kitchen
steam rising, having
...
Amid the dark and gloomy glen
you tower where you've always been
a spectral shape, foreboding, fierce
with witchy wands to prod and pierce
...
Narrate you own life's story
and tell you own life's tale
Don't leave it up for grabs
or even up for sale!
...
Bronwyn the Barbaric was a buxom lass
the envy of all her peers
She spoke with unrivaled swashbuckling sass
her pirate-ess fashion was fierce
...
Seagulls talking
what's the matter?
fussy squawking
seagulls talking...
...
Restless, roving soul
needing, reaching, grasping
aching, antsy, anxious
impatient since birth
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They taught me as a child
To look the other way
To smile and act as if
I don't hear what they say
...
Little faces upturned, watching.
Their childish prattle gives
a sense of security to us,
thinking that they are too young
...
Parasites, these
unremembered memories
unbidden guests
made themselves at home
...
Anxiety Monster
Anxiety, Anxiety-
you creep, you lurk, you worry me
Mangy monster under my bed
on all my fears you must be fed
and when I try to starve you out
you stab me with a blade of doubt
You sneaky, scurrilous, savage beast
I don't hate you, but I like you least!
You are not cute or cuddly
why do I let you cling to me?
You're ugly and you're worrisome
you drain my joy and leave me glum
Anxiety, Anxiety-
I hear you've achieved notoriety
evidently I'm not the only one
you'll hassle them all before you're done!
'Though, I don't see how you find the time
to carry out your heinous crime...
For all day long, and nighttime, too
a hovering pest, too big to "shoo"
you hang around and taunt me fierce
by dangling daggers with which to pierce
I tremble in my delicate skin
but chin stuck out, I'm determined to win
Anxiety, Anxiety-
you will not get the best of me!
You've wasted enough of my precious years
you deserve no sympathy or tears
like the monster you are, you'll be destroyed
I've armed myself with the likes of Freud
While you watch me, I'll study you more...
know your every weakness- for this is war!
I'll vanquish you for once and all
I've armored up for the bloody brawl
but hey- what's this, a hasty retreat?
Don't tell me that you admit defeat!
No Anxiety, Anxiety-
you're devious, sly and slippery
Before you let me kill you off
you slink away to smirk and scoff
knowing full well that you'll come back
to get me with a sneak-attack!