Both my knees tremble
Both my hands sweat
Both my eyes shut
For they are too scared
        
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        Everyone expects something from me
Meeting those expectations
Is harder than you'd think
        
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        There is fire within me 
A fire that burns
But yet nevers consumes
A fire left undisturbed
        
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        Things get damaged, things get broken 
Hearts get lost amidst words not yet spoken 
Emotions dance and swirl next to illusions 
Illusions which turn into irrational conclusions
        
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        Insatiable fire which upon me is thrust
The need to fulfill a void which has never been satisfied 
Yet somehow knows how it feels to be full
        
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        A thin line separates love and hate 
A line so thin both emotions tend to merge 
Anger takes the hand of desire
While desire bows to frustration
        
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                    All Of The Steps Of The Way
                    
                    Both my knees tremble
Both my hands sweat
Both my eyes shut
For they are too scared
To see what is ahead
Both my lungs burn 
For it is unhealthy to breath
This air polluted with fear
Standing here I feel
As if I measured just one inch
How is a girl this small
Supposed to climb such a big tree? 
Lost in a maze 
With apparently no exit
I can't help but turn around 
Just to see if you are still behind me
When darkness overpowers the glorious sun 
When it makes no difference 
To keep your eyes open or shut
You know I'll search for your hand 
Just because when I hold yours
I'll know I still have mine 
Please don't walk for me
Just be there when I fall 
Kiss my wounds and take my hand
Help me hold my head up high 
If I one day decide to fly 
Please don't hold me back
Brush my wings and bless the sky
For I will not need a map to fly back
As I grow into the woman
I hope I become 
As my limbs get longer
As I learn a new thing each day
As my dolls grow dusty
I can't help but wonder
If you'll be there to guide me
All of the steps of the way
I know I am young and reckless
For I have done things 
That have hurt you
Trust me, not intentionally
I hope you can forgive and forget
For we still have a lot to walk
Because after all 
Life is one hell of a road
A road I'm not yet prepared
To walk alone
                

 
                    