You And I Were Bound To Run Out Of Road Poem by Kelly Batson

I can fool even the ones closest to me to believing I feel nothing
A curse I can’t undo until I find someone to make me feel something
I curse myself for being the way I am
And hate the blind for not giving a damn

I guess it is what it is
The worst has been done
I don’t want to leave this way
I got some things I need to say

I never told you I loved you and you betrayed me
You ran away like I’d never meant anything
To you, to fear the unknown changes everything
The sun sank fast the day you went away
I still don’t understand why you didn’t stay

What’s done is done you can’t ever go back
Holding a loaded gun won’t erase your past
I thought if my heart stayed true
I’d be given a second chance
Sometimes if I drink enough
I even start to believe it