Yet Again Poem by Asaolu Abayomi

Once have I heard
Twice has hespoken
Thrice have I seen
My crawling pace throbbing me
Penitent I am waiting
When shall the crawling baby rise?
When shall the child walk?
When will her father seize to assist?
When will she walk without an aid?

Through the thick
Darkness beclouded my soul
Tried a million walk
Ran a thousandvrace
Travelled a century journey
Wrote exceptional letters
Poured a river a night
Gushed out a dam a night
Flowing ceaselessly
From me poured an ocean
Now endlessly I swam in pain

They stood by me
Yet I did it myself
They withdrew from me
Yet I kept doing it
I never liked it
Yet I coped
Failing like a real failure
I couldn't do the bogus requirements
I tried outside my way
Thrived for a season
Kicked by destruction
My buttock widely exposed
Yet again I was sent away

How uneasy it was
Leaped I for joy
Finally I am winning
Started I brightly
My encouragement left me
Yet I see light ahead
I thought I would be fine
Until I found out
All I want run for was waiting for me
Reality is dawn on me
I need to do well
But what value have I added?
I thought I would walk soon without him holding My hands
But yet again, I have failed