Why Me...? Poem by Silly Artist

Why does the world torture me so?
Why does it halt just I begin to flow
Time leaves no regards to me
So why does it prevent me being free?

Oh ho I wish time would be kind
But it too, like everyone, to my sadness is blind
Day in, day out I wish for a reason to smile
Because the feeling between loved ones is hostile

Is this a punishment or a test?
Or am I leading a meaningless quest?
So why is it that the tears make a sorrowful sea?
Why not anyone else, why just me…