Why? Poem by Ashley Reeves (male)(13)

why? why does she go so early,
her smile, a distant fire,
why tell me? why now?
a vivid emotion passing.
a long lost heart for sale!

my cheerful voice,
not now no more,
ive lost her, I...
my tears are my only help,
for pain perplexed in my welp!

i mean what for! why?
it came to close!
i see it now,
smiling in my head,
my soul on which it fead.

i laugh to cover the tears,
why do i hope when its the end,
goodbye, goodbye my... my freind...