Where, Why, Should I? Poem by Guinevere Eveleigh

What am I living for?
In a world that is just one colossal labyrinth
Who am I living for?
Where in a house the lies cake our earth like a web
What should I be living for?
If you turn a dead corner you spend eternity trying to dig your way out
Should I keep on praying?
In a world where science thrives to keep our world alive
Should I keep on living?
When I can't seem to see the sun behind the grey walls
Should I keep running?
Even though my lungs are burning dry
Should I keep walking?
Even though my legs are crumbling up tired
Should I keep singing?
Even though my words are out of tune
Should I be searching?
Even though I'm bleeding inside
But one day
People tell you
You will find the clear space
Where the sun is like water
And the air is euphoria
Should I keep trying?
To find utopia
In a world
Where I see wrong
Should I be learning?
Even though I may be false
Should I believe?
Even people tell me there's nothing there
What am I doing?
I feel like a victim of a game
Where am I turning to?
What am I chasing?
I feel trapped and weighed in these shoes
Give me your hand
I can't trust anymore