Where I Completely Lost! Comments

there will always be big gaps. take the pitcher and turn it right side up and it will be full of water.

You are not lost, but in a period of waiting, as you say for someone. Many people drinks, drugs which are all in a waiting period, but when you fill your mind with hope, hope in the best, but take what comes and when the unsurness comes, just say, that is not the truth, eventually you will get out of it. Cheer up and expect a better day tomorrow, in every tomorrow, but take what comes and deal with it.

Maybe the book and pitcher can be turned up. Let hope rise from it. Nice poem with a feeling.