When Your Card Declines At Therapy Poem by Chisom poetry

And they bring up the fact that

Everyone who has ever loved you

Loved versions of yourself you carved to fit in to their puzzle



They bring up the fact

The love you yearn will never be yours

Because you would never feel worth it



They bring up the fact

The reason you don't like long term friendship

Because you've never been accepted by anyone

Who stayed long enough to know the truth



They bring up the fact

That every person who has ever truly loved you

Owed you that love

No one loved you because they wanted to but because they ought to



They bring up the fact

Your whole life is a lie

Every personality, character or behavior the world had thought of you

Was nothing but your hare brained scheme built on the idea

That your true self would never be accepted



They bring up her

Everything that happened in those moments

The lies, betrayal and pain

The way you had foolishly trusted her

Even when she gave you no reason to