Whats Your Problem? Poem by Blaire White

What do you want
Do you want to watch me shake?
Do you want to watch as i get dryer and dryer over your sake?
Well its working
Too bad you can't watch me
Too bad you can't see as im laughing and crying
Over you
Over a physical being
Over another warm body i bet you want to pursue
My knees are like angry bee hives
My chest is like a running engine
Moving unwantedly
Scared for your message back
But who do i care
Whatever you say flys
She'll help you get over me
She'll help you create my demise
You notice every little thing about her
You know all her favorite tunes
You'll get less dry when it comes to her
Cause you like that song too
But i don't
So i'll bicker while you bond
Please take me back baby
Or please leave me here to rot
I wonder what other stuff you say about me
I bet your not very nice when that subject comes into view
Its never what i've done for
And always just what i've done to you
And im sitting on my bed
Watching it all go down in front of me
Now your just messing with my head
Wanna hear me say it?
With all my might it hurts how bad you want to keep her
God i wish i was dead
I wish i'd never have to go through this god awful dread
That was all your fault
We're just kids
We don't know any better
But your more mature than me
And you understand the prize you get
When you create my new sickening self with your stupid lies
We had it all so good
Why would you wanna ruin it?
Chuck it in some storm that you waited to happen
Just for her
That sounds like something i'd do for you
Now I'm so scared to bother
Your oh so amazing friendship
That took the care you had for me away
Thrown in a bottle and channeled it along with the storm
If you understood me and my head
You'd understand the dread I feel
Whenever you act like shes better
God your gonna kill me
God I can't wait to be dead