What Should I Do? Comments

I completley agree with william. I was the same way, letting a man i care about so much, get the best of me. Dont let anyone tell you that you arenn't beautiful, because everyone is in a different way. Find someone who loves you for you, and that DOES show u respect. Dont give up on life, follow your dreams and keep writing, let it all out. And remember that no man is worth your tears.

You should lose this guy and get some self respect. Never debase yourself, starve yourself, cut yourself, threaten to kill yourself, for anyone. Have dignity and love yourself. You are worth it. Obviously this person has not been of much encouragement to you and does not know how to love. Nurture your soul, develop your mind, and make the most of your God given assets. Develop your art. Continue to write. Be an independent woman. Become strong, smart, and self-reliant. Give yourself some time. Then choose the man you want. Right now you need to learn how to take care of yourself. Surround yourself with kind and successful people. Limit yourself to speaking only one negative thought per day. Choose a new life for yourself.