What Is Your Plan? Poem by krishna kumar

You said you wouldn't love me, it is ok.
Why can't you be my friend at least?
Are you afraid that you will fall me or you don't trust me?
Why can't you reply my text?
You want me to forget you or you want to show me that you don't remember me at all?
What is your plan you want to prove that you are important or that I was worthless?
Say something say anything even if those are the words that would kill me coz your silence is killing me...
I know you are a silent girl and that is one of the reasons I loved you but now the same silence is making me to hate you.
By loving you I lose many things and you gain everything I lose.
I never ask you to love me back but why can't respect the one who loves you more than himself
Was that because you want me to hate you, so that I would feel better? If it was then change your mind.
Please understand that it hurts me a lot when I realise that I didn't love you soulfully to hate you equally someday...