What If This Was My Last Year? Poem by Sebastian Melmoth

What if this was my last year?
What would I fear?

Would my last days be hazy?
Would I simply go crazy?

Should I spend lots of money?
Should I do something funny?

Will I reminisce each day?
Will I find a way?

Shall I make every second count?
Shall I make it paramount?

Whom will be my saviour?
Whom will help me solve this behaviour?

Could this just be maybe?
Could love really save me?

Can I get through this pain?
Can I live past this year again?

What if this was my last year?