What If...? ? Poem by samah elhawy

what if another mind wants to come in! ! ?
the problem is, i don't get anything

i like you! ! , i miss you! ! , i love you..? ? ?
i don't believe that

shall i stay away? ?
or prepare the price that i ll have to pay! !

shall i start another story? ! !
shall i do this with nothing to worry! !

but i just cant do it anymore
and the thing is..am so deep sure: S

they say that this is a sign of weakness
but this is the only way to keep my heart painless

am sorry if i will hurt you
but this is something i didn't mean to do

but after all this...

i feel that this day will come and i will be me again
to be strong enough and face all kinds of pain

when that day will be...! !

honestly...that is something i just cant see....