Wear's The Light I Held So Close? Did You Fade Away? Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

I open my eyes to see the newfound light
And my heart takes in another breath of air
The scream now clutched inside my chest
I hold it in and the tears bleed from my eyes
Do you sense the pain inside of me?
Can you take my hand and see right threw the mask
My soul is crying out for anyone to notice me
Even through a sea full of people I feel all alone
Like its just me against the world with no one at my side
Could you push this all away and bring me back
Bring me back into the warm comforting light
The one my heart knew so well
The desperation's getting to me now
I can't seem to fight off the sense of desolation
I can't help it if you don't see all my frustrations
Please just erase all the pain that's poisoned my vision
Give me the antidote to feel the one expression
My face would display for everyone to see
The poisons seeping threw my vains
And fear is triggering a sense of illusion
I can't tell what's real and what is false
Kiss me like sleeping beauty and awaken me from this spell
Hold me close and tell me you'll never let me go
Listen to the way my heart beats, it only skips one for you
But could you pull me threw the darkness
I know you can see me very well
But my own sight is clouded and I can't find my way
I need you to guide me and help me discover
The things my heart always knew
Whisper into my ear three single words
To break my bind into the shadows
I'll always come back to you
Regardless if you want me too
I love you will always weaken my heart
But I breath out my emotions each time its spoken
I fear this more than anything in the world
But once embraced its like weight is pulled off my back
My wings can expand and I can fly all over again
Kiss me to drain the poison from my blood
You could be the one to save me
Will you take the dagger out of my back?
And throw it to the ground
Are all the words I uttered to you?
Just a whisper that the winds now carries away
Were you just a figment of my imagination?
Now forever lost in the clouds of confusion
I swear I saw the love in your eyes
When you placed your lips on mine
For the first time I felt fully alive
Like nothing in the world could break me
I know I may not be easy to love
But could you at least give it a try
I see something good still locked in your smile
And I want to discover what it is that intrigues me
I know you could heal me but is it worth the shot
My hearts so use to being bruised and broken
Is it really worth your aggravation and dedication?
Would you really try to put me together again?
Because I know you could if you tried
It's just a matter of how and when will you achieve it
Please don't let me be devoured by everything I feared
I don't want to fade away, I don't want to die
I can feel my heart beat, I have to be alive
I'm not just a forgotten memory
I am someone who could make you strong
But I need to have a little work done
I need to be reconstructed and taught again
I remember how it is to love
But I need to feel it to see it clearly
Will you be the one to take my hand and show me
Or will you let me fade away to become forgotten