Waht Makes Me Wanna Die.....=( Poem by SmashLey Sweetie Simons

i wanna end this pain i have
deep down inside me
it hurts so bad, makes me always cry: '(
i try not to hurt myself, but soon i will
my life seems to be fading away
day by day i suffer with pain & hate
makes me wanna take my own life
i have no support from family, only friends
i wanna die but i dont think i can say GOOD-BYE
even tho there the ones makin me suffer
putting this pain & hate deep down inside me
my pain feels like 1000 stab wounds deep down in my heart3
its broken so many ways
im hiding my painful thoughts
but i never used to...but when i showed them
its like they never cared....so EFF IT
i will bottle my pain forever
till i close my eyes forever