Unpaid Loans Poem by Chan Mongol

UNPAID LOANS
April 21,2019

I want to reborn or go back much earlier
Because, mistakes I did need to repair!
Never knew that life would end so faster
Failed to help parents and late brother!

I got my life from them, so I owed them
But I was stuck in other people's odd fame.
Duty towards own people must come first
My repentance is a bomb in me to blast.

To do better things, I only hoped before
Hoping is wrong and time didn't wait for.
I look for them hard but they don't exist
I look in thoughts but they are like a mist.

My folks been dedicated, honest, simple
They deserved priority before bad people.
Whatever happened, happened so quick
I will suffer in regrets as I will live to speak.

Never asked for money but my presence
I failed them due to my odd circumstances.
I also lost chances, I lost my time and turn
They will not come back, I have to mourn.

Rebirth will not be possible to start again
To care those who gave me sane and brain
Life is ending fast and loans were unpaid
To regret is the worst punishment, so I said!