Trapped Poem by Tobias Vireo

Again, it feels as if everyone's gone, their presence still lingers, but
I'm alone with my thoughts, stuck in a dark void.
The feeling of loneliness is overwhelming
I feel unwanted, Unneeded,
I shouldn't be experiencing these feelings,
I'm too "young"
But even with that, Its one in the morning,
I'm wide awake and writing out my thoughts.
I'm lost and confused.
My sleep schedule is a mess
It's causing me stress,
I'm alone and cold, stuck at home,
emotionless and feeling lifeless,
these horrid thoughts leave me to believe that I'm worthless,
My anxiety makes my head throb
And my stomach churn.
I feel as if I can't trust anyone anymore,
Their lies and misinformation have gotten to me,
Their insults and judgements tear away at me,
I feel as if I'm constantly being judged,
I never was attractive in the slightest,
I never was found good looking,
I was always just the "ugly" kid.
I never was able to fight back.
Judgements and lies,
Heartbreak and loneliness,
Traitors and Liars,
In common, these cause pain,
No one should have to deal with those,
but the world is cruel,
the people are crueler,
I fear things will get worse from here.