Tonight I Admit. Poem by Emma Jane Rae

Tonight I admit,
Something I've not done before,
I miss you today,
As much as I did when you walked out the door,
I miss your presence,
The sound of your laugh,
Your powerful hugs,
The days you ran me a bath,
I'm so bitter and twisted,
The way you made us come to an end,
My lover, my soul mate,
My very best friends.
You've taken my trust,
And made me look dumb,
Took away my last chance
At becoming a mum,
Some days I'm ok,
Some days I am not,
You broke my heart,
And for what? ?
I wonder if you regret,
Anything you've done?
I can't keep going back,
I need to look after No.1