To Some Of My Ever Selfish Friends Poem by RIC BASTASA

you fail me..
and i am very sorry for myself

last night i have fed your mouths
i never worry about money
last two nights were feasts
the evening was my entertainment
for our overdue engagements

i have parted a lot from my memories
hoping that on the third night you will
reciprocate my kindness

it is the same selfishness
that mankind had given to the past dead gods

i am very sorry about all of you
the next years will be better

the path towards your house are now erased
i am going somewhere else

to those places where i am reciprocated
where i am no longer alone

in my own abundance. IF i had to talk to myself
i will

my diary is closed. you will never read any part of my
again.