To Ms. Congeniality Comments

i no what this means.....all my life ive picked men like my dad that are abusive and mean and that are bullys and dont treat me right...for some reason ive been drawn to them.... its not that i want to be abused i actually hate it but im scared of loving somone that would love me back cuz im so use to being hated and treated with hate by men... the unknown is scary... for the first time in my life i want a good man a man that will treat me right and that will respect me and love me and cherish me. thx for letting me read ur poem its amazing.