To Choose Me... Poem by Vivek Kumar

''Sometimes, I need a night full of more stars...
Grace to watch the brightest Orion's war...
But another time, for me, there is no more spark...
I need some moons to be hidden under dense clouds...
For a stay, still winds across blue are never allowed...

Sometimes, somehow, day can rise with many suns...
Birds whisper to me, ''Without lapse, what's fun..? ''
Sometimes, I need evenings to come sooner...
And not to fade, because I know what lies after...
Sometimes, I need a dusk to be darker and darker...
And to see the fireflies how they fly above horizons...
May be, I never want to taste that sleepy poison...

Sometimes, I need the rains to linger more and more...
But ''What if'' blessings of sky can't heal my dried core...
Sometimes, I need it to stay longer with me - Spring...
Yet March shouts to me, ''The Hell needs a King..''
Sometimes, I need Winter to haunt next morning...
Mist can't conceal me so I really need back my wings...''

Looking at empty sky and opening myself to that tree..
''What do you desire..? '', dried falling leaves sang to me...
''Suns, stars and moons, even dusks, dawns and afternoons...
Clouds, winds and horizons, even Spring, rain and Winter...
I know journey goes on, but happier when I am with her...
The more I belong to her, the more I feel free...''
Let me be honest this time, ''I want her to choose me…! ''