This Curse Comments

When I find a person that I come to like I find there is something wrong with that person whether its emotional problems or A internal problem Sometimes even both, Abused or raped and so far hurt, I can't help this person because sometimes the person is to far gone or to close to dying, Or that person lives so far away, I can never find the right one, And I have no luck with a person, Is this a curse?

A girl asked me if I am afraid of death, I told her no because death is nothing to fear, I asked her if she was and she told me sometimes I fear it but could it be worse then the way I feel? Sometimes I want it to come so I feel no pain. I turned my head in pain but showed no emotions, I wanted to cry because this girl was in so much pain and I could not do anything, I did not cry because I can't cry anymore.
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