Thinking Poem by Brandy Sue Wells

Thinking a lot lately about the
decisions I made through
year's I just kept falling
apart, everyone saying your
strong you got this If they
only new I'm not.I miss so
much and god is there a
emptiness inside Be that
women everyone wants you
to be.All the things I've done
in my past, I'm paying
unconditionally I'm tired
of fighting my health, heart,
happiness, hope.Strong
women hell where is she, I lost
her years ago I am the person I have become
today, But If any of you find
the old brandy I wants was
send a sign Maybe I can put
her back in life where she
belongs.Cause hell this
Brandy isn't all that strong.