The Will To Live Overpowers My Fears Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

I’m dead to the world
A forgotten soul begging to be set free
My eyes so bold to cry bloody tears
My heart so dead I can’t hear it beat
The lust for survival is strong
And it burns in my blood
My scream has been muffled
And my words still unspoken
The darkness has become a new found friend
And the wings made by shadows hold me high
The fear drowns my eyes and my heart bursts
Feel my pain and come consume my love
Kiss away my life and steal all hope from me
I never needed it anyway? What faith is there to dream?
What god is there to pick up my body from the pool of blood?
The daggers fully attached to my back now
The blood just trickles as it pleases
So never dose a day pass by were I don’t feel the burden
Of a regretful past that haunts my days
Condemn me from the light and throw me to the knives
You’ll even help me spill a little more blood
Cut my wrist for me to show me how it’s done
My eyes pled for a savior but all I got was a sinner
Compelled by my will to live with in this world
Intrigued with my will to keep fighting the pain
Your sinister lies and manipulative smile
Won’t make me move to your side
I’ll push you away and heal my self alone
Because I fear the power you hold in your hands
Thrust your knife into my soul and glow as I fall
Your eyes glitter with the thirst for blood
But I pull your hands away from me
My skin is bruised my body damaged
But the wounds all ready start to heal
So take away the burdening chains and leave me to die
My heart is broken but I’ll carry on and live to see another day
You were a devastated love and tortured by your fate
Don’t drag me with you, oh sun of sorrow
I was not the one to betray your emotions
So seek revenge on the one who destroyed you
And leave my forgotten soul be set free