He was a man I found
As friend and lover as
One I could open myself to
Intellect, heart, eros.
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Barbara there is not enough band aid in the world to heal a jilted heart...but it should never stop you searching for Mr Right... I enjoyed reading your works and wondered if you started writing poetry before or after your heartaches? ... regards and keep in touch Alf
No simple allocades or sympathetic comments from me Barbara.All I can say is DONT BLame yourself.You have a life that is still vibrant, colourful and has a future.No matter what the present trauma it is you are still the same person you always were.Put thsi situation to wher it belongs.Wipe the slate and do something positive fo YOURSELF... You are a wonderful caring lovely person who doesn't deserve th be used and abused.....That is if this is a personal truth and not a fabrication...lol Sid x.
What a great story Barbara. Told with sincerety and clarity. Get out of it. Get out now. It is the only thing to do. You only live once, why would you sentence yourself to a miserable life? GW62