The Tragedy Of Loss Poem by Geody Harman

The day was fine and fair at first, the wind was passing by,
It's breeze was gentle sweet and kind, it's fragrance like a sigh!

I thought to see the sunshine peeking from the clouds or' head!
But here I sit a rumpled mess, just mourning for the dead.

I can recall her mournful cry as the car impaled the wall,
It haunts me with it's piercing scream, it's wailing banshee call.

I wonder if God cares for me, I wonder if God knows,
I wonder if God hates me now, while I sit here in the cold.

Will I see her in the life to come? Will I ever feel her touch?
Will I walk through the rest of my life alone? I love her so very much.

Dear God in heaven up above, will you help me in my plight?
Will you hear my words and give me strength to pilot a course in flight?

Will you leave me to wallow? will you send forth a friend?
Will you help me recover from this so tragic end?

My heart is engulfed with the sorrow of Loss,
My life is in shambles, what a terrible cost!

What am I to do in my lifetime that's left?
Where am I to go, I am lost and bereft.

My soul lingers here in the soil of despair,
I am hurting so bad does God even now care?

What am I to do with the time that I have?
I will seek out life's healing the best balm and best salve!

I have ever been sure in my pathway by her,
I knew just what to do, I was confident, sure...

As I sit here in a room lit with candles and light,
Gazing at her corpse... what a horrible sight...

If there is a friend who will reach out to me,
I desperately need help, I need to be free....

I reach out to anyone who passes by,
For the tragedy crushes me just with a sigh.

Let my heartache be felt, let my life's course renew,
Help me please find the pathway toward the best you!

Written 7: 04 am 2/26/2014 MST